Just be glad I wasn’t on here in 2020 because I can, with 1000% confidence, say that I would have been absolutely insufferable about Unus Annus because i was off here too.
I’ve been sitting here contemplating deleting this entire blog tbh
It’s full of a lot of shitty memories, a lot of shitty feelings I have no desire to reminisce on but something is stopping me. Idk what that is but for some reason I can’t bring myself to delete it. Maybe because this used to be where I did everything, where I spent… Admittedly WAY too much time lmao
But honestly it doesn’t feel the same because this ISN’T my original blog. Nah that’s gone and I went back and read my first post on this one talking about “my old one is gone for reasons I don’t wanna talk about ;;” well fuck you I’m ready to talk about it, my ex boyfriend that I used to talk about made me delete it because he was an insecure fucking narcissist and went through my entire phone while I was sleeping right next to him and decided he didn’t like what he saw :) so if anyone was curious why I fell off the planet for a while it’s because I wasn’t allowed to have friends, specially male ones. There’s so much more I could go into honestly but it’s not worth my time or mental energy anymore, if you ever see this, I hope whatever you’re dealing with right now fucking sucks and just know that you absolutely were not worth a second of my time. Fuck you.
Idk if I’ll actually come back to tumblr and post regularly like I did a long ass time ago but I had the urge to skim through my account and change some things, delete some old shit that I never want to see again, etc. I thought about just deleting my account all together because it would have been the easiest way to remove literally everything but I refuse to let him be the reason another one of my accounts gets deleted so nah I’m gonna keep what nostalgia I can and delete everything I see that were a result of 2 years of trauma.
